Have you ever felt panicky & hyperventilated at the thought of letting someone (or a group of someone’s) down? Even when you were right?? AND you didn’t give a flying rats ass about what they thought?? I just had that automatic response to a situation I’ve seen coming, and I’m spending a moment trying to figure out why. I know a sense of disappointment comes from ones unmet expectations, but I am also learning that it is fine for those with unreasonable expectations to FEEL DISAPPOINTMENT. I’m sure my response comes from my innate desire to be a fixer & people pleaser. Any of you guys ever experienced this??
02 Jun 2013 3 Comments
It’s time for another brief update and I will soon be on a normal blogging schedule again! On the home front, I have decided to give up my second job. My list of reasons for keeping it was very long in the beginning but ultimately, I would rather spend the time doing things I enjoy.
Since graduating, I have cleaned out, sorted, reorganized, purged and otherwise reevaluated a number if things in my life. Turns out, the second job also needs to go! I’ve given notice and in about a month will only have ONE job! In the meantime, I have started a number of crafty home projects I have had on the back burner for a couple of years. Today I’ve been working on painting old furniture I’ve retrieved from other people’s cast-offs. Refurbishing & up-cycling are two of my most favorite past-times and today I have loving a natural/fantasy theme:
I wanted to take a moment to update & share–back to crafting & painting!!