Wow, didn’t realize I’d been MIA for so long. I’m feeling really bummed and over-extended. Being back in school has put a huge crimp in my nap time–that’s not a joke either. I keep telling myself I’ll be finished in less than a year and I need to tough it out. However, thinking about it makes me want to puke so I try to NOT think about it.
I’m achy, sleepy, nauseated, have a sharp pain between my shoulders and my ingrown toenail hurts–I had to throw that one in there. All I want to do is fall over on the sofa and go to sleep, BUT I have to go to work instead. Thirteen hours. Ummmm. When I get there I’ll be fine, and really grateful to get home. Getting over the dread is the worst part; I really have a good job (two good jobs). Since I’ve been sick I’ve come to realize that (many days) I can feel like hell at work as well as I can at home. Unless I’m house-bound by symptoms I try to go to work. It’s not my favorite thing though.
Suppose I’ll have a little shower therapy and search for motivation…I think I can-I think I can-I think I can….